WONDERING WHY

 

HAVE YOU EVER WONDERED WHY

Many Times we look back on our lives and "wonder why" after giving certain relationships the very best of what I had to offer they

still failed

You went so far as to change who you really were and you put to death many of your own hopes and dreams to build a life with the person who had given you every indicator that they would be there for you, and it seems the worst part was

you believed them

Over the years you have fought with yourself over and over again, even punishing yourself by refusing to go any further than where you were when you were with them

But at last you sit and gaze while the memories of the figment of your own imagination about how great the relationship was and find that you have only been deceiving yourself in waiting for someone to return who never had a thought of coming back

As a matter of fact they have long ago moved on, they have new relationships and have not once looked back

but

it's hard to think that this could possibly be true, but deep in the chambers of your heart you know it is true

but

you just haven't been able to "know it" and "Own it"

 

"You shall KNOW the TRUTH and the TRUTH will make you FREE"

John 8:32

 

I will be the first to testify that "Truth" is not easy to swallow, as a matter of fact it can be one of the bitter pills we will ever have to swallow in our lifetime.

But I also know that until I am willing to take the "bitter with the sweet" the life of love, joy, peace, health and prosperity

is unreachable and if I do attain it I will not be able to maintain it or multiply it and all because I choose to have life without "Truth."

I recall saying some years ago to a young friend that getting older was a wonder

she laughed and said "what do you mean?" So I replied to her that quite a few mornings when you awake and start to get out of bed

you may feel a pain and you "wonder" what could be causing it, time and time again until you get the revelation that "it's just ageing"

Well we often have the same question about the pains of the past and we say "I wonder why" and one day the revelation comes to you that will make you Free that "It's just life" and it's time to re-adjust make some changes

and

"Move Forward"

in spite of not having the answers, it's time to

"Move Forward"

in spite of never receiving the apology, it's time to

"Move Forward"

in spite of not feeling justified, it's time to

"Move Forward"

and

As you

"Move Forward"

one day you will find yourself saying

"it really doesn't matter now because i'm too blessed to be stressed over what was, what could have been and why,

it just really doesn't matter now because my past is in God's hands, my present is in my Heavenly Father's hands and my future is my Heavenly Father's hands and I'm choosing to

"Move Forward In HIM"

 And

I'm so very Glad about it because it feels good to be

"Free Indeed"

 

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